Navigating Energy Blocks
How to get unstuck
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I’ve been totally blocked from writing about the energy lately.
It’s feels like it’s been ages since I’ve written anything in relation to what’s going on out there in the energetic and spiritual world. Sure, I’ve had stuff going on — I had an unplanned pregnancy and abortion in march, I moved house (again), and starting working much more often than I had intended.
In my business, I’ve been filled with clients for readings (yay), but feeling totally stuck when it comes to communicating to the outside world about navigatig the intense energy out there (sorry!!).
Here’s what’s been up:
Right now, I play the balance of living as a spiritual person, getting lots of downloads and insights about daily energy shifts, the movement of the Sacred Masculine and Divine Feminine, and the direction of the planet as a whole — mixed with being in a human body, having a human experience, paying rent, having emotions and holding down a day job.
Although I didn’t realize at the time, the combination of the solar eclipse and following full moon has ignited a shift that is launching humanity onto a new spiritual playing field. People are waking up, structures as disintegrating, and we’re moving into a new space of being.
When this happens for humanity, this happens for me too.
And like every human on this earth, we need space to integrate.
Basically, I needed to take care of myself.
I teach myself
Hilariously, I went back and re-listened to my energy forecast for the month of April / May and the main thing I said about the energy for may was to take six (6) weeks, and every single time you want to do something for somebody else, do it for you. Or at least, ask yourself before you do the thing. Obviously I don’t expect this to happen in a snap — as lightworkers, starseeds and sensitive souls we rarely think about ourselves first (are you kidding me? That’s selfish!! :-0 ) and we often think others before us — it’s just the way we’re designed.
My urging behind helping yourself this month (and two weeks into June) is that if you can learn to prioritize your health and wellbeing, you’ll be unstoppable to those around you for the rest of the year. Doesn’t that sound appealing to those of us who just want to positively contribute to humanity??
For latter half of April, therefore, I simply had to pull back.
Through pulling back, I realized a couple things:
The way I’ve been showing up for my business (feeling like I “have” to post on Youtube, post on instagram, keep up with my newsletter and write on here — which is truthfully my favourite way to connect with all of you out there), was simply too much. Picture that swath of communication platforms, plus the groundedness it takes to show up with clients for readings and healings, and working a day job… nope. I just didn’t have it in me. I’m highly neurodivergent and last time I checked, don’t have an assistant. And so, like so many of us who are plodding through babylon trying to remember what it’s like to work together in a highly individualized world, I’m largely on my own. add on relationships, balance, sleep, food, emotions …humanity + service can feel like too much to swim through. As a starseed, empath, and a lightworker, you know the drill.
April Rewind
I know it’s so important for me to have these experiences in order to be able to dive in and share my learnings (and teachings) with you — the people who are attracted to my writing, in order to help folks navigate this formidable spiritual terrain from being incarnated on this planet.
What I’ve learned from being stretched too thin in the month of April was that I was simply doing too many things. My focus was spread way too thin, so that everything felt like an effort and nothing felt like ease. (Not the way we want to move forward!!) As a result, I’ve had to get real simple. In the same week, my partner, two of my closest friends, my sister, and my mum all became unavailable (some are travelling, some are childminding, and some are working stressful jobs). Within a handful of days, my support system, and my distractions… disappeared.
With everyone gone and just me and my to-do list to attend to, it started to become really obvious that the way I was delegating my time in my life wasn’t a good fit for me. Even without all my people, I was still feeling stretched thin and exhausted at the idea of ‘having’ to keep up on all the things I felt like I had to do to keep the business going. Of course, I ‘have’ to show up at my day job — I like the stability it gives me and the hours cause me to pull in my focus with the healing work.
But otherwise … what was it that I actually liked doing for the healing business?
This is the key I’ve been using for myself to help myself ground down (we’re in Taurus season) and focus on what’s truly important to me: In order to streamline, I’ve been continuously asking myself these two questions:
What do I like doing?
What do I want to be doing ultimately?
As soon as I asked myself, thing got really clear.
Truthfully, I don’t really want to keep doing energy forecasts in the way I’ve been doing them on YouTube. Setting up the lighting, the camera, myself, and then tuning in for a half-hour read followed by editing on the computer has nothing fun in it for me. I love video; this is true. And I’m happy to read collectively. But I need to workshop a way in which I can still give my followers what they’re looking for without the half-day procession of doing an energy forecast. When you work a day job, this sh*t just isn’t on the priority list. (If you have any suggestions, leave them in the comments, please!!)
I do want to keep writing. I want to keep showing up here, on medium.com, and have my readers connect with me and gain insights and guidance from where I’m coming from.
I do want my book on energy boundaries and protection to reach its audience. I’m going to keep working at it.
I don’t care about instagram.
I do care about giving workshops to my community, and eventually getting my online courses off the ground. I love to teach, and to share the real stuff of how you can embody your spiritual gifts (because if you’re reading this, you most certainly have them), and help others reach their true potential.
Like everyone, I’m just working it out. One step at a time.
That being said, keep and EYE OUT for the may energy forecast and a special message from the pleidians themselves. (The first time ever they’ve shown up in my writing directly!)
Thanks for sticking it out with me,
Much love to you all.
XO,
Kate
